Mood:Confused

Saye kliru...Saya pon x taw knape....tlonglah saye...
Sy sygkn ssorg sgt2 tp dy ske lukekan aty sy....
Sy pnat....saya hmpir gle mlyn krenhnyer....
Sy igt nk dumped dy jerk but she means a lot to me....
St da x larat....sy da x sggup....
Saya yg ksunyian dtemani oleh gmbo2 suju....
Lookong to their pict can make me smile from day till night...hahaha
Im....crazy over them

who's the top 5 hottest in super junior?....

so happy.I just cant stop myself from watching Suju's videos...Lol...Im really happy cause much of my days was full of sadness and their movie just always make me smile always!!!!Happy!!!!!Reallly Happy!!!

Hangeng is number 1 !!

The best video i've ever seen..My Cute Hangeng...

Super Junior - First Snow - 071222 Love Request

Vid ni besh gler...Hehehe...Leeteuk buat salah mse first2...klako sgt2....
Saranghae Super Junior forever!!!!

Common Feelings!

                                        

                                          Saya ada macam2 perasaan.Tak kisahlah sedih ke,marah ke,happy ke...
                                  saya gembira dengan apa yang saya ada.Kadang kadang saya tpikir jugak orang
                                  lain anggap saya ni macam mana.Hurm,penat jugak kalau asik pikir tanggapan orang
                                  lain pada kita.Saya harap everybody would be happy dengan themselves or other
                                  peoples.Kenapalah cemburu boleh membuat kita hilang arah................................
                                          Saya penatlah nak menghadapi segalanya.Baru -baru ni saya tgk satu cter ni.
                                  Tentulah cerita Korea and tajuknyer 'Playful Kiss'.Masa memula tgk cam cter biase
                                  jerk tapi bile dah lme tgk sampai 1 part ni cter pasal masa depan diorang.Watak utama
                                  perempuan uh,tak tahu nak hadapi masa depan dia dan dia belum ready nak teruskan
                                  masa depan dia.Mungkin saya pon cam tu kot.Saya tak ready nak jadi dewasa dan
                                  saya tak ready untuk masa depan saya.Saya takot untuk hadapinya...Saya hilang
                                  arah dan tak tahu apa yg patot saya lakukan.....Help!Help!Bantulah saya hadapinya.

Han Geng 韩庚 --《爱的翅膀》Wings of Love MV

This was a really sad music..adore him...saranghae hangeng oppa!

Dreams Come True,Aren't they?

Korang tau tak,abg aku igtkn suju is just a part of something yg aku minat,tp sbnanyer x.Aku minat Hangeng bukan kerana muke,rmbut,tarian,suara dan baju dia jerk tp spirit dia buat aku rse bsmangat sangt.Aku tak pernah b'usaha utk kejar impian aku tp bila kau tgk dia,aku rse lebih bminat nk kejar apa yg aku impikan.Pada org lain,ia mgkin x pntg,tp bg aku,aku blom tntu dpt buat semua bnda yg aku nk buat kalo aq x b'usaha.Jdik,pd korg yg pk aku like Suju just only coz hir hairdo was smart,i dont think its right.They make me comfortable even only in picts.
Cam korg,kalo minat somethin msti bsbab an...tak kan x memasal korg nk minat bnda yg korg benci plak an...tp ada org bila dia bnci sbnanyer dia suke cuma ego jerk lebih.Huh,life can be considered as sugar.They melt when they go into water and they tastes sweet.I was really hoping my life would be the same..Haha..me and sugar bebs...

Dah sampai meyh....

Aku dah smpai kampung meyh...Lme tak blik sini....Huhu.....
Tadi aku tgk cter Oprah meyh...sangat seronok.....haha
Best gler dy pnyer pnonton dpt many suprises....
Pergh,,kalo aku ,gentle jerit cause tringin gler nk jmpe Hangeng....haha
Aku hope satu hari nanti dpt mpe dy meyh.....


Yang Blog Bawah Ni Khas Untuk Kawan Aku:
Untuk Sher,i really thanks to you for being the most best friends that i ever had in the world.Aku rasa best sangat dapat kawan nan ko meyh...huhu....harap friendship kita kekal selamanya...
Untuk budak yang tak suka kat aku,cakapla terus terang kalo tak suka meyh.Aku tau la aku tak sebijak ko tapi aku ni tak gediks k?and kalo aku gedik pon cakap la depan depan.Lagi satu,aku tak minat kat abang ko n never want to,meyh...AKU TAK MINAT KAT ABANG KO PON!!!
But,thans ar sebab pernah jadik kawan aku...
and,jgn sesekali kenakan kawan aku yang kat atas ni sebab kau dah bnyk kali sakit and lukakan hati dia.
And if you keep doing that,tak mustahil satu hari nanti kau akan lebih tluka dengan sikap ko tu,,,PAHAM?

All About The Cute Hangeng

ALL ABOUT HAN GENG.

 dedicated to the one-and-only Chinese pop star, Han Geng, the only Chinese member of the 13-man Korean boyband Super Junior. Well-known for his exceptional, versatile dancing skills, smile, and genuine character, he is also the leader of its Mandarin subunit, Super Junior M, and is wildly popular in his home country of China.
Keep in mind; what you are about to read is the true story of a truly extraordinary person.

Han Geng was born on February 9, 1984 in a snowy city called Mudanjiang, located in northeastern China’s Heilongjiang province. He’s the only son in his family. Han Geng began dancing starting from a young age, later being accepted into Minzu University of China.
At the age of 13, Han Geng left Mudanjiang for the capital city of Beijing to study dance. At that time, Han Geng’s family was in a real financial pinch. His parents had both lost their jobs, and they didn’t have much money anyway from the beginning. Unable to pay for the tuition, Han Geng tried to find work in Beijing, but it was insufficient. He was forced to go to Shenzhen to find jobs to pay for tuition. He brought with him his personal savings from Beijing. By the time Han Geng arrived in Shenzhen, he had on him a total of only around 100 RMB. In US dollars, that’s only around $15. Pretty much penniless, he performed with a local dance troupe to earn wages.
Then, in 2001, the golden oppurtunity came, something that could lift Han Geng out of a modern day, seemingly hopeless Cinderella story. Encouraged by a friend, Han Geng signed up to audition for SM Entertainment. The competition was absolutely brutal. Out of 3,000 applicants, only a few, perhaps 2 or 3, would be chosen. Undaunted, Han Geng went through with his auditions, majorly impressing the judges. In 2002, he was notified that he was one of those accepted applicant from China that year.
Han Geng continued to work side jobs, however, so he could pay for college tuition, such as working briefly as a cameo actor in films. Finally, he graduated from Minzu University and shortly after, went by himself to Korea, where he was given basic lessons in singing, dancing, acting, and the Korean language. The training was intense, and along with the additional reading, writing, and speaking lessons in Korean, the stress piled up fast. It proved to be too unbearable for the two other Chinese trainees - they dropped out of the SM program, unable to keep up.
In an interview a few years later, Han Geng would confess that at times, he did consider giving up as well. He admitted that he missed his mother and would often cry at night, still young and by himself in a foreign country with no help, and it was indeed a very painful experience. He called his mother often, and she told him if it was too hard for him in Korea, then he could come back to China. One time, he even fractured a bone while practicing his dance, but did not notice until later because he was so busy. Not wanting to worry his mother, he never told her about it. But despite the hardships, Han Geng refused to give up after coming so far and continued to push forward with his training.
Finally, he was placed in the new boyband Super Junior with 11 other members (the 13th would later be added as well). Han Geng first debuted alongside close friend and bandmate Choi Siwon to the Korean media in May 2005 as a runway model for a show arranged by Bum Suk.

In 2005, Super Junior officially debuted. With their highly successful first single “Twins (Knock Out)”, the sales of their first album amounted to #3 on the charts. He had developed closed friendships with his bandmates, most notably with Kim Heechul and Choi Siwon (Siwon would later reveal that he and Han Geng had decided to become “sworn brothers”) in the way that Super Junior is famous for. However, the hard times were far from over.
Because he was not a Korean, Han Geng was forbidden from performing on all but two Korean TV stations, KBS and SBS. A visa issue left him hanging. But being one of the core dancers of the “Twins (Knock Out)” routine, if Han Geng was to not perform, the entire performance would be thrown completely off. And it was too late to rearrange it. Unwilling to let disaster befall Super Junior, Han Geng, determined, simply donned a random mask found at the studio (later, he reported he could hardly even breathe while wearing it), and took the stage with the rest of Super Junior.
He performed with the mask several times. Many fans even believed him to be a backup dancer. If no one could see his face, then how would he be able to shine in a group of 11 (Kyuhyun had not yet been added) other extremely talented boys? Language barriers also constantly were a problem that he struggled with. He put much effort into improving his Korean, not wanting to be an embarassment to his bandmates. Finally, three months after that first performance with the mask, a bandmate (Kim Heechul) decided to take action. Despite Han Geng’s fear of being discovered and forcibly removed from Korea, Heechul publicly removed his mask, and for the first time it was revealed to the media who that dancer behind the mask was.
Fortunately, the performance restriction on foreigners was lifted shortly after, so Han Geng was free to perform anywhere, everywhere, and anytime. He soon became known to fans both in Korea and abroad as being a hard-working, honest, and diligent individual.

In April of 2008, Super Junior M debuted in China as Super Junior’s 7-member Mandarin subgroup. Appointed as leader, Han Geng worked twice as hard to ensure that the two new Chinese members, Henry and Zhou Mi, felt welcome, and helped the four other original Korean members, Siwon, Donghae, Ryeowook, and Kyuhyun with their Mandarin so they would not suffer like he had in Korea with an unfamiliar language.
Super Junior M was a phenomenal success in China, becoming one of, if not the most, widely popular performing groups in China. They also achieved success in nearby Taiwan and Hong Kong. Many Chinese fans already knew of Han Geng and Super Junior via internet and TV, so they already had a strong following since their debut album “Me” was first released. Han Geng quickly became known throughout the country to many fans as “China’s Sweetheart” because of his famous endearing smile, gentle laugh, sweet personality, and “Mama’s boy” reputation, along with with his hard-working nature and the manner in which he would always remember his identity and home country even when working in Korea. He also became known as “umma” to many Chinese fans because of the almost “motherly” way in which he would care for his fellow bandmates, both on and off stage.

His career expanded even more as he was brought onto both the big screen and small screen, playing a small part in the Korean film Attack on the Pin-Up Boys and appearing in Zhang Li Yin’s MV’s for Timeless and I Will, starring alongside bandmate Choi Siwon and labelmate Lee Yeonhee. He finally was given the main role in the Chinese drama Stage of Youth, which was based loosely off of his own experience with his struggles in China. Furthermore, Han Geng, along with other Super Junior and Super Junior M members, made various appearances on TV shows all over China and Korea. Han Geng and the rest Super Junior M would also be invited to endorse and film commercials for brands ranging from clothing to eyedrops to Pepsi.

2008 was a critical year for Han Geng because not only did it mark the debut of Super Junior M, but in addition, it also marked the year of the 2008 Beijing Olympics. Han Geng was selected to be an Olympic torchbearer. He also performed songs with other Chinese celebrities, including labelmate Zhang Li Yin, in various Olympic ceremonies. His place in the hearts of the Chinese population had become firmly cemented as his popularity continued to rise.

In March 2009, Super Junior released their phenomenal hit single “Sorry, Sorry” followed by “It’s You.” “Sorry, Sorry” was huge. It topped charts all over Asia and brought in record album sales. The album also brought the group many prestigious awards. In September of the same year, Super Junior M also made their long-awaited comeback with “Super Girl,” which also achieved great sucess on Mandarin-language charts. With its infectious tune and infamously catchy lyrics, “Super Girl” became a hit among Mandarin-speaking fans.

Things looked like they were pretty damn good for Han Geng. A poor boy from one of China’s coldest and snowiest regions who loved to dance had finally found his place in the world.
But little did the fans know, how much he was still suffering behind the famous smile.
In December of 2009, a few days before Christmas, it was officially confirmed that Han Geng had filed for termination of his contract with SM Entertainment. It was revealed that he had been put under too much pressure and too much stress. He was exhausted and overworked even through severe health problems ranging from gastritis to kidney illnesses that resulted from this. His declining health was a dirty little secret that had been kept by the company. One time, before taking the stage for a Super Junior M performance in China, Han Geng suddenly collapsed. Although he was in agonizing pain, an ambulance was not called for. All he could do was hold onto his friend/bandmate Choi Siwon for dear life, according to an eyewitness report given by a CCTV worker that was present; and that was the only form of comfort he was given during that incident. Despite protests from workers and bandmates, Han Geng was told to get on stage anyway.
He had not been given a rest day in over 2 years and had been forbidden from returning to China outside of promotional activities, so he had been unable to see his mother. He had been abused by the company through threats of ridiculously high fines for even the smallest act of disobedience. His pay was dismally low - so low, in fact, that he became known as “The Poorest Star in China”. In short, he pretty much had no rights. It was not until after news of the case had surfaced that fans were finally aware of the reality and Han Geng’s condition.
At this point in time, Han Geng is still fighting in Seoul courts for his own rights that have been allegedly violated by SM Entertainment.

In any case, though, Han Geng is truly an inspiration and a role model to the youth of all over the world. Hard-working and generous (he donated nearly all of his 2008 earnings to victims of the Sichuan Earthquake), talented, loving, respectful, soft-spoken, and as filial as Siwon is religious (He admitted that his motivation for working hard is so he can help his parents live good lives, and he regularly uses his own earnings to help his mother with her restaurant business) Han Geng is really one of the few genuine celebrities out there today that we can look up to. No matter what happens in his contract termination case, he will always be “China’s Sweetheart,” and his numerous fans will always support him through thick and thin.
 

one strings one story: The Beautiful Wind Chimesz

one strings one story: The Beautiful Wind Chimesz

The Beautiful Wind Chimesz

Aku ni minat sangat nan Super Junior sejak member aku sorang ni kenalkan aku nan diorang.SuJu ni best r.Layan aku dibuatnya,so kat blog ni aku nak pamerkn 13 orang ahli SuJu.



                                                                                                                                                        

RYEOWOOK

 

LEETEUK

SHINDONG

 

    

HEECHUL

 

 

HANGENG

                                                      

                                                                       

YESUNG

KANGIN

                                                                                                                                                   

SUNGMIN

DONGHAE

SIWON

    
                                                                                                             

EUNHYUK

 

KIBUM

KYUHYUN

Aku dan SuJu94

Boleh tak aku tak nak buat pilihan dalam hidup aku.Aku penatlah asik ikut cakap orang lain dan tak pedulikan apa yang aku nak.Boleh tak aku nak buat apa yang aku suka dan tak perlu fikir pasal perasaan orang lain.Aku kena pilih dua benda yang aku suka buat tapi orang lain paksa aku buat benda yang aku tak suka.Tolonglah aku.Seumur hidup aku ,aku tak pernah buat pilihan.Aku asik ikut je apa yang orang lain nak dan puaskan hati diorang.Aku dah tak sanggup.Boleh tak kalau orang lain tak kutuk apa yang aku minat.Minat semua orang tak semestinya sama,so tak payahlah nak berlagak yang pilihan and minat dia tu bagus sangat.Lagi 2 epy uh,Aku tak pernah pun teringin nak masuk jadi ahli kelab band dia uh atau jadi peminat setia diorang tapi aku tak pernah kutuk(mungkin pernah kowt)tapi aku tak benci kan band diorang uh.Tapi dia uh ,tak minat SJ dahla .Takde sape paksa dia suh minat SJ.Tak minat takpe tapi siap kutuk2 lagi.Taula dia tu bakal bergelar bakal penyanyi popular tapi tak yahla nak bangga sampai camtu.Siap ungkit pasal hal lama.Cuba bayangkan dia cakap aku malu nan dia.Apehal pulak aku nak malu nan ko epy oi...Aku lebih rela mhadap muka kucing aku stawun dari mhadap muka dia untuk stawun lagi.Pasti hidup aku akan lebih terseksa.Tolonglah py,tak semua minat orang sama and im stop for kutuk2 ur band and im begging u pliz stop saying shit to SJ.Im seriously talking to you.

Betul ke orang slalu cakap orang yang kita sayang sebenarnya selalu buat kita terluka.Kita pun tak tau nape leh jadik camtu.Does that mean yang orang yang kita selau gaduh ue is the best person in our life.Hurm,,tak seronoknya.Tapi kenapa orang yang kita sayang selalu buat kita kecewa dengan sikap dia yang ntah pape tu.Aku pun rase camtu gak kowt.Ramai orang di sekeliling aku yang aku sayang melebihi diri aku sendiri tapi aku tak pernah sangka rupanya diorang tak pernah minta aku hadir dalam idup diorang and they were very happy in their life just without me.Aku jerk kot yang rase camtu.Bile aku sedih ,aku nangislah takkan nak ketaa tbahak2 palk,tapi bile aku sedih and i feel like to cry,there was nobody by my side to calm me down..Owh,i was born to be like this,right,,,Maybe i really forgot who i am...Oh my friends out there,,,if i ever forgot who is the real me,,please help me memorise it back..But make sure ur not the one i luv cause it make mu hurt again..daada

STORIED BACK BY:HanPe 9205

                                            Aku pgi skula mse ari sabtu ade skul ganti and knows what
                         cuma aku the only girls in the class.Dahla boring gler tak wat pe.Hurm,,,aku tgh cbuk
                          salin lirik lagu Suju dalam kelas sambil peratikn the boys.Paling tak tahan,Epy singing his
                          band new song,Definisi dalam kelas and paksa aku cakap yang aku ni sangat bangga dapat
                          jadi orang 1st yg dgar lagu tu.Tolongla,aku rather die than saying it.Dia tu dah la gila.Paksa
                          aku cakap camtu sambil pukul aku pkai botol air dia.He's really insane.

                                          Naseb bekla ari tu dapt balik uma.Kalo tidak,hurm,,mati lah aku nak mhadap
                           tembok asrama tu 24 hours.Haha,,kadang2 bukan best pown nak blik uma ni,best sbab
                           dapat lyn blog n fb,tak lupa Suju.Kalo tidak mmg declare 2nd war ar nan adik 'kesayangan'
                           aku tu.Huhuh..Dia tu bley msuk WWE kowt rasenye bab suka sgat crik gdo2 nan aku.
                           Hurrm,,who cares bout that ha??
              
                                       
                                           Esok plak ade pekse Lk.Tak taula nak wat pe.Aku tak minat langsung nan
                           subjek ni.Tak taula camne aku bley tcmpak kat kelas tknikal ni.Dah bnyk kali pikir pon
                           tak tau jugak.Im jist hoping that aku bley buat yg tbek skali.Well.like bother like sister,
                           ye ke camtu...entahla...dulik pe aku...Tak kisahlah...nak blah ni...


STORIED BACK BY:The SC HanPe 9205.

Hari ni banyak perkara sedih berlaku kat aku.Aku rasa sedih sangat sampaikan hujan pun rasa kesedihan aku.Aku sedih sebab ahli Suju kesayangan aku dah tinggalkan Super Junior.Aku rasa terkejut sangat sebab aku minat Super junior hanya kerana dia.Jadi,kalau dah tiada dia dalam Suju lagi,apa guna aku minat Super Junior lagi.Aku rasa sedih sangat sampai aku tulis kat blog ni.Tak de sape nak dengar cerita aku jadi kat sini je aku boleh luah segala yang aku nak.Gambar dia ada kat sebelah ni.Dia cute kan.Sebab tu dekat Fb aku tulis dia SC Hankyung.So Cute Hankyung.Aku harap dia akan tetap berjaya walaupun dah keluar SuJu.Bye,Hankyung......

Dulu kita kawan baik.Kita janji akan bersama sampai bila-bila.Saya sayang awak sebab awak kawan baik saya selamanya.Saya dan awak macam isi dan kuku.Kita tak boleh berpisah.Saya pegang janji awak dan saya bahawa kita akan setia unutk satu sama lain.





Saya anggap awak kawan baik saya sebab awak selalu buat saya tersenyum tanpa paksa.Saya cuma nak cakap terima kasih sebab sudi terima saya jadi kawan awak.Saya SAyang Awak.Awak selalu hiburkan saya bial saya sedih.Awak selalu meahami perasaan saya dan selalu tolong saya.Terima kasih ya,Kawan Baik....


Tapi sekarang,awak dah berubah.Awak selalu bergaduh dengan saya.Awak anggap saya mengongkong hidup awak.Saya tak berniat pun nak buat macam tu.Saya cuma nak bersama awak sebab awak insan yang teristimewa dalam hidup saya.Tapi bila saya cuba berbincang dengan awak ,awak cakap saya ni penyibuk dan tak nak bagi awak kawan dengan orang lain.
Saya minta maaf kalau saya ni terlalu mengongkong hidup awak.Maafkan saya ye,Kawan Baik.



Dan bila kita asyik bergaduh je,awak makin tak tahan dengan sikap saya.Tapi saya pulak sentiasa sabar dengan sikap dan kerenah awak dan berharap awak akan jadi macam dulu,yang sentiasa menyayangi saya dan sikap awak yang selalu buat saya tersenyum.Awak akhirnya mengambil keputusan untuk tinggalkan saya dan berkawan dengan kawan baru awak.Saya menanis berhari-hari kerana akhirnya saya kehilangan insan yang istimewa dalam hidup saya.Saya tak mampu lupakan awak walau sekejap.Saya berdoa pada Tuhan untuk kembalikan awak yang dulu pada saya.



Apa yang saya harap sekarang cumalah kebahagiaan awak sebab tanpa awak siapalah saya.Bila awak happy ,saya pun akan happy.Saya sayang awak selamanya biarpun awak dah ada kawan baru.Saya cuma nak awak tahu yang sepanjang hidup saya,saya cuma ada seorang je kawan baik iaitu,AWAK.
Terima Kasih Kerana Sudi Hadir Dalam Hidup Saya.
Saya Sayang Awak Selamanya

Buat sahabatku yang sedang dalam kesedihan....
Moga dia gembira selalu kerna kegembiraannya adalah kegembiraanku..

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Hari ni hari raya,so aku nak ucap Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri kt semua orang dalam dunia ni.Aku rasa agak bosan di hari raya ni kerana .....entahlah...Aku pun tak tahu nape....Jadi aku pun tulislah blog ni.Apa yang aku tulis ialah:
Hari ni hari raya.Aku rasa agak lapar di pagi raya.Cam tak biasa plak.Mungkin sebab dah biase bgun sahur kowt.Ape dah.tawon ni baju raya aku warna oren n pink.Mak plak merah n kuning hitam.Adik plak hijau pink.Mcm 2 warna ada dlm femli aku.Biarlah..
Tetibe tringat lak kat lagu Salam Aidilfitri yg dnyanyikn oleh Hujan n Raihan .Best gler lagu tu

Hari ni aku tetibe tringin nak mkan chicken chop la.Tak memasal jek.Huh
Tak dapat nk mkan jdk aku pun lyan ar blog ni.
Dan apa yang aku tulis ialah:
Aku baru je lepas bukak langsir untuk dibasuh mmndgkan dah nk raya kan.Lepas tu plak,tahun ni mrupkan thun ptama aku raya kat sini.Tak best ar kowt.Entahlah....
Tetibe tringat lak kat Shahir af [aku ngah tgk vid dia dlm astro].Gile ke pe aku ni.
Bior r...
Raya dah nak dekat tapi kitorang tgah cat umah lagi.Tak sabar tol ar sebab aku pun ada gak tolong cat.Nanti leh ar market uma kau yang warna pink and hijau ni..
Adik aku lak asik buat muka sbb bpak aku suh dy buat cam2 keje.Tula,sape suh tidor smlam mase smua org tgh buat keje.Haha.
Ade ke patut mase aku tgah tlg mak aku cat umah,dy boleh ngorok kat dalam bilik.Padan muka die....
Sekian .Tu elah yang aku tulis,sebab bpak aku suh lap tingkap.Ti aku tulis lagi bab aku smemgnye slalu ada bnyak bnda nak tulis.
Bye22....

Aku bru blik dari asrama untuk cuti raya.

aku balik layan f.book jap and pastu baru bukak blog.

sebenanye tak taw nak tulis pe tapi akhirnya nilah yang aku tulis:

Aku tak sabar nak tunggu raya...lagi 2 minggu je tak silap aku larh.

Sambil aku tulis blog aku layan lagu "goodbye baby'.Pergh,lagu ni bwak satu maksud dlm hidup aku yang mana aku pun tak tahu kenapa.Tadi kat skula aku amik gamba with all my friends.Huh,sonok gak trutama sorang mamat ni and nme dy cking.leyla tahan muke dy.Dy ni ada band and mrupakan salah satu ahli Sukaria.Aku tak leh la nak minat kat dia sebab dia ni ada makwe.Huh,muke heensem mesti ar makwe dy cantik kan,...

Abang aku baru blik.rindula siyoot kat dia.Huh,slame ni cume dpat borak kat f.book jek.Hari in baru dpat btmu muka.

Epi gmok tu da gler.aku kalo tulis blog tak salah kalo tak kutuk dia.Dia tu slalu cam tak puas hati nan aku.aku tawlah dia da ada awek ek,cube dia jgan kaco aku sehari,x bley ke.Menyibok jek.Dahla slalu carik pasal nan aku.huh,tak suka dia..benci tul r..."

Wokeh.tu jelah yang aku tulis buat melampir rindu aku tak menyentuh laptop seminggu tak balik dari asrama.Aku pun harus solat zuhur and nak tidur ar bab rasa ngantuk sangat.Nanti aku nak tulis lagi larh.aku ni sebenanyer banyak benda nak cakap tapi ti lah aku cakap lagi..Tatata

Tak percaya untuk ku katakan
Bisakah hati ini terus membisu
Andai mulutku terus terkelu
aku sudah jatuh cinta padamu

Perkenalan yang indah
Menjadi sebuah memori sirna
Kau dan aku terus bersama
Tanpa ku sedar rasa ini berkelana

Takkan ku bisa tuk terus
Membohongi hati ini
Oh,terimalah cinta ku yang khilaf ini
Walau kau tak menyedari
Aku tetap akan terus mencintaimu

Takkan ku bisa tuk terus
Membisu dan terdiam kelu
kerna kau satu yang bertakhta di hati
Takkan ada pengganti yang
Bisa ku cari

Berilah ku kesempatan meluahkan
Tika aku akan mempunyai masa
Akan ku luah 'Ku Cinta Padamu"

Bilakah lagi kita bisa terus bersama
Mengenang waktu suka dan duka
Aku sayangkanmu walau kau tak pernah tahu
Bisakah kau tahu kata hatiku
Jika kau hanya menganggapku sebagai temanmu...

Ingatkan kenangan indah
Aku simpan senyumanmu
Biar kau jauh dariku
Aku tetap setia mengingatimu....

Ari ni aku bgun awal.Lpas smbyg Subuh,aku knala mgemas rumah yang bsepah mcm kapal nak karam tu.Uh,lepas penat mgemas,aku pun start la mnulis blog aku ni.Dan ape yg aku tlis ialah sperti brikut:

Tetibe tringt lak kat kebab aritu.Alah,kenapela pale aku ni tak ley lupakan kebab tu.Benda tu da lme lupakan aku.Huh,sedihnya.Tetibe hepi blik bab td aku tgk kat facebook,aryni kat expresi kembara ada bunkface.Owh bunkface,youre my hero.Euwww.Melmpau2 plak gdik aku arini.
Tapi aku dulik pe.Harap2 dpt tgk bunkface...
Dan mse tgh lyn facebook td,aku tgh Im nan sher.Dy ckp sal epy yg btnyakan tntg mgapa aku tak maafkan dy.Tak mgkin lah aku maafkn lelaki cam tu.Aku bncikan dy bkan kerana kitorg clash tapi sebab knape aku couple nan dy.And knows what,dy crite kat Sher[my friend] yang dia couple nan aku smate2 krane duit.Argh,aku bncikan dia sme mcm aku bncikan pompuan tu....lepas tu dia boleh tanye knape aku tak maafkn dy.Knapelah dy x ley pham hati aku ni.Bile fikir balik,dlu aku mmg bodoh sebab pernah couple nan org cm2 yg x pndai jge ati pompuan dan x stia lak tu.....argh aku bncikan dia.....selamenyer.....

Citer bende lain lak....aku ngah dgr lagu seperti Dulu by Exists.npe aku ske dgr lagu tu pon aku x taw larh.Tp aq rse lagu tu sweet sgat.diorang bcinta dri kcik,lps tu bpisah tp jmpe blik mse da bsar.aku rse mmg sweet gler r.lps tu plak laki nyer ttp ske kt minah tu walopun da lme x mpe.Bkan cm gmok x gne tu.dpan mate aku pon dy ley ngurat pompouan len.alamak,asik tmasuk cter sal dy jerk.Argh ,borink ar cter sal dy....

K lah.sesi bcter da tamat.Aku nak gi makan r
Lapo gler ni....

Aku tak pernah bencikan seseorang sebencinya aku pada perempuan tak guna tu.Dia dah melibatkan aku dalam masalah ni dan menyebar cerita bahawa dia tak bersalah dan aku dianggap seperti orang yang sentiasa melakukan kesalahan kat dia.Aku cukup bencikan dia sampai aku tak boleh meluahkannya dengan kata2 malah tergamaknya dia menyakitkan hati sahabat2 ku.Sememangnya aku teringin meletak dia dimana hanya binatang yang layak tinggal bersama dia kerana dia semestinya tak pandai menghargai kawan.Dia memerlukan kawan ketika susah dan meninggalkannya pula tatkala dia berasa gembira.Pabila susah,dia menggunakan senjata utamanya iaitu airmata yang palsu lantas menambah kesedihan di pandangan orang lain.Dia sesungguhnya menjadi contoh perempuan yang tak patut dijadikan kawan .
Aku cukup benci walaupun hanya memandang wajahnya sejenak.Dia umpama manusia bertopengkan syaitan dan pandai menggunakan kelebihan yang telah diberi namun aku tak pernah menyangka bahawa wujudnya manusia seperti dia.Ini adalah bukti dimana hari kiamat sudah dekat dan wujudnya manusia syaitan seperti ini.Aku sebagai seorang manusia yang tak pernah lari dari kesilapan tak pernah mendoakan yang tidak baik untuknya tapi hanya boleh berharap Allah akan mengurniakan hidayah buat seorang manusia sepertinya dan berharap dia akan sedar dari kesilapannya walaupun tak akan ada kemaafan lagi buat dirinya yang sangat menjijikkan itu.Ya Allah ,aku masih berharap agar kau dapat membuang perasaan benci dihatiku ini terhadapnya kerana aku tak mahu menjadi seorang manusia yang tidak bertaqwa terhadapmu.

Lagu yang selalu buat aku bersemangat ialah lagu 'Soldier' nyanyian bunkface,satu band pop punk yang aku minat sangat hasil perkenalan aku dengan 2 orang sahabat aku.Lagu ni selalu buat aku rasa bsmangat walaupun aku tengah rasa sedih masa tu.lagu tu gak lagu yang selalu memberhentikan tangisan aku bila aku tak dapat nak tahan airmata aku yang macam air laut tu.Lagu tu penuh semangat yang berjaya menaikkan kegembiraan aku....Dan lirik lagu tu cam nilah...

You are the soldier
the rising sun
bring back the heyday
look faraway
and believe in yourself
your names on a shelf a legend

you are the soldier the choosen one
bring back the heyday look faraway
with respect and decayed
forever well stay together

and singing life is all that we need
but the lies is all that we see
raise your hands high up in the sky
missing secrets you will find
in your heart.....

Tak ada faedahnya kalau kita terus percayakan seseorang yang selalu runtuhkan kepercayaan kita padanya.aku tak suka dia dan tak suka dia sampai bebile.Hati aku telah dikecewakan sebanyak 4 kali dalam 4 tahun.Mungkin sebab aku ni memang bodoh dan tak reti fikir 2 kali sebelum menerima salam perkenalan dengan seseorang yang aku baru kenal.Kalau aku tahu cam ni jadinya lepas aku kawan nan dia pasti aku tak akan mahu berkenalan dengan dia.Ternyata dia suka menyakitkan hati aku dan memainkan perasaan kawan2 dia adalah 1 hobi yang menyeronokkan.Aku tak pernah percaya ada 1 manusia macam dia dalam dunia ni,tapi percayalah ternyata wujud seorang manusia cam dia yang suka kan keruntuhan persahabatan orang lain.Aku berjanji pada diri sendiri bahawa aku tak akan sekali2 memprcyai dia lagi seumur hidup aku,namun aku hanya boleh mbnci dia melalui hati sebab aku bukanlah manusia kejam cam dia.Kebahagiaan orang lain adalah kebahagiaan aku gak.aku akan rasa happy kalau orang lain ketawa sebab aku.Mungkin orang lain tak pernah tahu aku ni suka ketawa masa kecik2 dan sebab tulah aku dapat nama ni.suka hatilah kalau orang lain tak suka,aku peduli apa.perkenalan aku dengan beberapa orang sahabat ternyata menambahkan kegembiraan aku dalam hidup yang suram dan gelap gelita ni.Moga kegembiraan persahabatan antara aku nan diorang terus berkembang mekar dan tak akan pernah putus walau apa pun terjadi....

The next three causes of difficulties in mastering the multiplication tables are considered in this article: the times tables from 11 to 20, poor memory of pupils, and the use of calculators.

Cause #6. Some educators suppose that pupils must learn the times tables up to 20 by 20. But several results (16 by 17, 19 by 18, etc.) are too difficult for kids to remember for a long time.

A few months ago I had written that I could not even imagine some explanation to justify this immoderate demand. Recently I have found one reason - the 12 times and 16 times tables are needed to help with inches and ounces. If so, I can not be a referee, because I have never dealt with inches and ounces at school.
If a math curriculum provides for wide use of inches and ounces, then, maybe, the demand for knowing by heart the 12 times and 16 times tables is justified. But what about the13 times tables or the 19 times tables, etc.? Even if a pupil has learnt them by heart, he/she will forget them soon because of the lack of use, and the time spent on the learning will turn out to be wasted in vain.

Cause #7. Many pupils have poor memory in view of the fact that the methods of teaching mathematics which are used at school do not encourage the development of their memorizing abilities.

Teachers and parents notice often that many children have weak memory now. They can not memorize simple math facts totally; they do not remember the rules which have been learnt a month or even a week ago; they can not recall the methods of solving tasks used recently, and so on. I suppose, the cause is connected with our methods of teaching math, and not only math, but other school subjects too. Now there is decreased emphasis on memorizing at school. We do not develop pupils' memory duly; we do not use proper exercises to drill their memorizing abilities. At the same time, most researchers agree that memorizing abilities play a significant role when kids think with numbers.
Learning multiplication affects different parts of the brain. Drilling the times tables uses one area, while learning multiplying methods uses others. According to Brian Butterworth, Professor of Cognitive Neuropsychology at University College London, anything that is memorized is consigned to the back (memory) part of the brain, freeing the front of the brain (the learning area) for more learning. So the practice of learning the times tables by rote (which is named unfashionable very often) turns out to be not as ineffective as it is considered. It looks like kids are "born with a start-up kit for numbers," Butterworth said, and have to practice, just as musicians do. “Processing is done at the rear as you become more experienced,” he explains. In other words, if pupils have memorized the times tables by heart (the back part of the brain), they become more experienced, and the front parts of the brains become more receptive for advanced learning.
I think that multi-digit operations, for instance, are important not only as a drill in calculations. During implementation of such operations pupil's memory is continuously working. The pupil recalls and uses simple math facts (the results of the times tables, for example), memorizes the intermediate results, performs simple mental computations, and, hereupon, his/her memory gets a good training.

Cause #8. Pupils are allowed to use calculators too early, and, instead of development of their independent computational abilities, their brains get a cripple wheel-chair for moving in the world of numbers.

The debates on the use of calculators at school have been lasting thirty years or even more. The main claim of the proponents is that calculators allow students to spend less time on calculations and more time on understanding and solving problems. They believe that the use of calculators helps students develop better number sense. Moreover, some of modern curriculums can tell you that basic arithmetical skills are not necessary now, because pupils can use calculators.
The opponents say that calculators produce students who can't perform basic tasks without calculator. One of their mantras is "Calculators were invented by vampires to suck your brains out."
I am not an opponent or a proponent of calculators. My opinion is closer to standpoint of those educators who consider calculators as useful devices only, but not as a mean of teaching math. Calculators can not be used to excuse pupils from learning the fundamentals. If pupils do not master mental arithmetic, they will also be poor users of calculators. To use a calculator effectively, a kid should learn to monitor and control the obtained results. This requires good developed skills in mental calculations.
I agree, there are many problems which are too difficult to be solved without the use of calculators, but we can postpone these problems until our pupils master mental computational skills totally, and only then the use of calculators may be begun. In the hands of an inexperienced kid a calculator ceases to be a useful device – it becomes a useless toy. Regrettably, we can often observe pupils who implement the same calculations with the use of calculator several times and, herewith, each time they receive different results. It seems that only one part of their brains is acting at that moment - the part which has charge of moving hands, and, if they need to add 15 and 10, their fingers stretch to the keys again, press them mechanically, and, without slightest delay, write in the copy-books a ridiculous result: 150 (or, maybe, 5 or 1.5).

KEHIDUPAN 4 AZAM

Ketua kerajaan:Burn
Penolong kerajaan:Peah
Setiausaha kerajaan:Zalika
Bendahari kerajaan:Sher
Ajk kerajaan:Erra,Lombok,Ah sen

Ahli-Ahli Kerajaan:Nuar,Cking,Epy,
Saleh,Intan,Mimi,Tupai,Teleng,Katek,
Shrek,Udy,A'ai.

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